I wish I could be a beacon of light during this time, but I am feeling crushed under the weight of current affairs. As someone who craves human contact, being shut up in my home is energetic starvation.
The almost complete social shutdown (online simply can not compare) is making me feel like I am suffocating. I cannot make myself move - even to all of your brilliant live offerings! Thank you for putting that beautiful energy out into the world, btw!
I know I need to move and breathe, but my heart is so heavy that just the thought makes me feel exhausted.
I am finding myself angry, frustrated and depressed - already! As a FT fitness leader, my income has halted with no promise of return. I’d normally take you all outside for small group training, but even that has been squelched (for now). I am trying to figure out some safe work-arounds.
I am praying for a quick end to all of this. Praying that people who are jovial and able to continue to shine light into the darkest corners choose to continue to do so. Praying that those of us who feel exhausted can allow ourselves to be taken care of. Praying that this heaviness lifts and life starts to bloom again soon. Praying that human touch is allowed again soon.
It’s only been days and the world around me has almost ground to a complete stop. It is surreal and scary.
I am not putting this out there to add to anyone else’s burden, but rather to let those feeling similarly know that this heaviness is a normal human response to isolation and the unknown.
I love you all and thank those of you sunshine-y souls out there busting your butts to keep the world moving and feeling balanced for every single thing you are doing. YOU are the light and you are amazing.
Forcing myself out for a trail run now ... I know I’ll feel better for it ...
The almost complete social shutdown (online simply can not compare) is making me feel like I am suffocating. I cannot make myself move - even to all of your brilliant live offerings! Thank you for putting that beautiful energy out into the world, btw!
I know I need to move and breathe, but my heart is so heavy that just the thought makes me feel exhausted.
I am finding myself angry, frustrated and depressed - already! As a FT fitness leader, my income has halted with no promise of return. I’d normally take you all outside for small group training, but even that has been squelched (for now). I am trying to figure out some safe work-arounds.
I am praying for a quick end to all of this. Praying that people who are jovial and able to continue to shine light into the darkest corners choose to continue to do so. Praying that those of us who feel exhausted can allow ourselves to be taken care of. Praying that this heaviness lifts and life starts to bloom again soon. Praying that human touch is allowed again soon.
It’s only been days and the world around me has almost ground to a complete stop. It is surreal and scary.
I am not putting this out there to add to anyone else’s burden, but rather to let those feeling similarly know that this heaviness is a normal human response to isolation and the unknown.
I love you all and thank those of you sunshine-y souls out there busting your butts to keep the world moving and feeling balanced for every single thing you are doing. YOU are the light and you are amazing.
Forcing myself out for a trail run now ... I know I’ll feel better for it ...